Oh, is it bitch o'clock?

Out of nowhere, I decided to open this 4 year old blog that then no one visits. I used to post nonsensical stuff about how my day went, what score I got in my Chemistry quiz, and my feelings about my secret crush. I tend to update this blog religiously during my high school days. Funny isn't it, that when I entered college, I almost deleted everything.

I'm not sure if it's just me or my newly-done eyelashes or my hormones or the tv series I've been watching or because maybe this is the last day of my summer. I don't know. I feel so... so... off.

Off in a way that the only words in my vocabulary right now are "I don't know" and "whatever".

Off in a weird way that for some reason, it's like I've been trying to think of what this is exactly but I could not put my thoughts into words. I want to express all of what really weighs me down and just let it out because it affects my mood, my sleeping habits, and even my breathing. Can you see the dilemma?

Ugh, you know what? Whatever. I don't know what to feel anymore.